Though I received Christ at the age of 7,
I did not learn much about biblical Christianity growing up. Consequently, I ended up with a strange mix of beliefs:
Christianity, New Age, and some humanistic beliefs. I
lived in depression and confusion, and felt empty inside.
Yet I studied the Bible, and hoped I would someday learn more about Jesus.
At age 17, I
was at a college weekend at Oral Roberts University in Tulsa, Oklahoma, and some
students from Christ for the Nations asked me if I had ever been filled with the
Holy Spirit. I was much like the people
in Acts who answered “I did not even know there was a Holy Spirit!” (Acts 19:2)
When asked if I would like them to pray with me, I said
“sure!”
They prayed, and I felt the presence of God for the first
time in my life. I felt a surge of
peace and joy like I had never known. From
that day on, I lived for God.
I can remember having so much joy in feeling close to God,
that nothing else mattered. And
that fire has never gone away. I
have had a lot of suffering and pain since college, an amazing amount of trials
in a few years. But
life has been full of meaning, full of joy, and full of victory. Through
Christ I have truly overcome in every situation.
God has done transforming miracles in me and my family.
He has given me a wonderful husband in Kurt Johnson.
He has shown me that He is real, He is loving, He is powerful! He loves me, and I love Him with all my heart.
I would not
trade one moment of my life since I gave it totally to Jesus.
All my songs come from my walk with God, through times of joy and
times of suffering.
As you listen to my music, know that every word is born
from my life, and I sincerely believe every word I sing – because it has been proven in my
life.
Some people ask why I don’t include more negative
feelings or analysis of life's problems in my lyrics.
I have to say this was not intentional – and I never really thought
about this. But I can say that as I
go through crushing experiences – and heartache too deep to even describe, I
am singing out my hope in an unfailing God – I am writing to encourage
myself in the Lord, as David did (I Samuel
30:6). So you hear more of the answers in my lyrics than the questions. I pray you also, as you listen, will feel Jesus at your
side. Believe His promises - He is ALWAYS faithful!
Copyright 2006 Johnson Outreach Ministries
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